"After everything I went through, I felt that I walked away from God, I felt it was not fair to leave me in times when I needed Him the most, even though I was not looking at Him, I hated Him so bad.
in a blitz that gave me, I started throwing things out of my room, I threw the Bible and opened in this verse …
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.”-Joshua 1:9
yeah … I got a little scared and I can not even believe it’s been something, seem a coincidence but I realized that God is always with me shouting that He has never left me."